Jane&&Blakey-Bearr{{LOVEY-DOVEY}}

[↑ELISE↓]

Jane let out more tears. "You think what your family did to me was worse than what I did to myself? You have no idea!" she said loudly, a bit quieter than actual yelling. "You didn't make it bad! The aftermath of my fuc*** actions did!" she continued. He was obviously mad at her. But she didn't want to let him go. "I was in a car crash with my brother. He died because of a flippin' drunk driver. I spent Christmas in the hospital, and nearly died in a coma. After I got out, I felt it was my fault he died. Like if I hadn't driven, he would be alive, and I would be dead. I hoped that I would die!" she said, remembering all of it. "I never ate anything. Anorexia had me. I drowned everything in alcohol and got drunk at least every other night. I took many drugs. I knew it was terrible, but I didn't care. I cut. Yeah I did. See the scars?" she said, holding out her wrists for him to see. "It hurt, but the endorphins it released made you not want to stop. I threw myself into a seclusion. I finally collapsed into another coma, ended up in the hospital and nearly died. God gave me life for the second time and my parents put me up for adoption. And here I am! All the alcohol and drugs and stuff, they messed up my mind I think. I don't know what to think anymore!" she finished. It felt good to get it out, but it hurt like hell. She looked at Blake, her face streamed with tears.

[shadyrock]

Blake listened to her practicularly screamed at him. He heard her pain and all that happend to her. Gosh, hois life was perfect compared to her's. He looked at her and faintly smilied. -What the frick should i do?- he asked himself as he stared at his red hand. He placed his hand beside himself and rolled onto his belly. The scented sheets clooged his nose and scent him coughing. He sat up and looked at Jane. His smile faded as he saw her dretched face. " Jane- I c" He was cut off by his cell phone. He rolled his eyes and picked it up," Hello?" He asked sadly. The voice on the other end was screaming and femenine. " WHERE THE F*** ARE YOU??? I HAVE BEEN AT THE AIRPORT FOR OVER THREE HOURSE WAITING FOR YOU!!! I AM LEAVING BACK TO LA....HAVE FUN WITH ARYA AND EVERYONE ELSE." Before Blake could say anything else the other line hung up. 'Wrong Number?' He asked himself then relizing it was andrea.

[↑ELISE↓]

Jane just looked at Blake. She wiped the tears off of her face, but more just came. He had started to say something, but was cut off by a stupid cellphone. She listened as a loud voice yelled at Blake through the phone. She knew it would be Andrea. Perfect timing too. Jane rolled her eyes and got up after the phone had hung up and she went to the bathroom and nearly slammed the door. She leaned against it and slid down until she was sitting on the floor. She cried and sobbed for while. Now she was here in this happy hotel for lovers, and nothing good had happened. She wouldn't even be surprised if Blake walked right out on her. He would be better off.

[shadyrock]

Blake watched as Jane stormed out. He rolled his eyes and went over to a pad a paper and wrote,'Dear Jane,
I feel sompltetly sorry for you. Trust me I do. My life seems perfect compared to yours. I will be down at the lobby if you want to talk. I respect that you might want some time alone. And remeber i will always think your awesome and Radd in always no matter what happens to us.
Yours Truely,
Blakey-Bear'. He slipped it under the door and went to the lobby.

[↑ELISE↓]

Jane watched as a note was slipped under the bathroom door. She picked it up as she heard the door of the hotel room open and then close. Her heart sank, not knowing yet what was on the piece of paper. She wiped the wet glare out of her eyes so she could read. After she had read the note she smiled faintly. 'He doesn't completely hate me.' she thought. She stood up and looked at her face in the mirror shaped like a heart. Her eyeliner and mascara had ran down her cheek, her hair was a bit messy and her eyes puffy. She had a bit of dirt on her cheek also. So Jane took one of the washcloths and washed her face. She had stopped crying, so by the time she got downstairs, the puffiness would be gone. Jane opened the bathroom door and slipped on her shoes. She looked at the clock. Nearly midnight. She made her way down the stairs to the lobby, and looked inconspicuously for Blake.

[shadyrock]

Blake sat in one of those big huge comfy chairs watching cars go by out the window. He fell into a light doze and smilied. He wished Jane would come down here say,' Blake...I miss you being my Blakey-Bear' Or something...

[↑ELISE↓]

Jane found him sitting in one of those big comfy chairs. She smiled at his cute face. Something she hadn't done in a while it seemed like. She sighed and walked up behind him. "Blake?" she whispered. "I miss you." she whispered once more, sadness in her voice. What was wrong with her? She walked to the front of him and sat down on the floor. She could care less what people thought.

[shadyrock]

Blake smilied as she wispered in his ear. It warmed his cold and sorrowful heart. He lifted his eyelids and smilied down at Jane and siad," I have missed the old Jane... I want her back." He shifted his sore body and faced down at Her. He smilied looked at her hair, her face, even though it was red and puffy from crying, it reminded him of an angel. He thought of when him and her just met in the park. That faithful day he told her he loved her. Or the 7 minutes in heaven with her. All those memories seemed so far away right now.

[↑ELISE↓]

Jane smiled weakly and looked down. "I don't know if she will be coming back." she told Blake, referring to his comment about the 'old' her. "This is me. I can't change what happened in my past." she said. She remembered the great days when they met. The park, the band, the party. Now they were here. But she knew everything happened for a reason. Jane looked up at Blake, more tears welling in her eyes. "I love you." she whispered solemnly.

[shadyrock]

Blake looked at sorrow filling his eyes." I will wait for her. Even if she never comes back I will still wait." He smilied sweetly at her and said," And I respect your past and any day Jane needs a shoulder to cry on. I am here." He wasn't sure what to do next. Hug her? Sit next to her? Heh...he hated being confused. " And I love you." He as he said this. A tear ran down his cheek and disapeared.

[↑ELISE↓]

Jane looked down again. "Good, but don't count on anything." she said quietly. "I'm sorry for all of this. I'm so embarrased." she said, looking back up at him. She watched as the tear ran down his cheek. It hurt her. She didn't want to make him cry. All she wnated to do was to be alone with him. A small group of people watched the two, their eyes filling with tears too. Jane glanced at them and then blushed. She didn't like being watched.

[shadyrock]

Blake smilied and looked over at the group of people Blake leaned in to Jane's Ear and wispered," Wanna go back to our room? I respect it if you don't..." He leaned back and smilied innocently at Jane. He watched the group of people cry. babies he thought. If he had been watching two people like this he wouldn't care really.

[↑ELISE↓]

Jane smiled at Blake. "Yeah. I do." she said quietly, slowly standing up, using the arm of the chair for leverage. She was glad that she was with Blake, and that no one else was. How lucky was she? She smiled at Blake shyly and blushed as the people scattered. She chuckled on the inside. She already felt a bit better, like her old self. But she didn't know if she would ever get back to that point.

[shadyrock]

Blake walked back to their room in a quick fashion. Noticing the people scatter made him laugh out loud. But in a quiet manner so it wouldn't ruin anything. As he unlocked the door the scented room attack him with the fumes. All the sadness in the room escaped into the hall and down into the lobby. He smilied as he felt almost at peace.

[↑ELISE↓]

Jane smiled and entered the room. She felt happier after their little 'heart-to-heart'. She had gotten out what was weighing her down. The girl kicked off her shoes once again and plopped herself down onto the boncy bed. She smiled out of nowhere and sighed a sigh of relief. She felt happy to be there with Blake.