Jane&&Blakey-Bearr{{LOVEY-DOVEY}}

[shadyrock]

Blake smiled and laid gently his head on hers. He closed his eyes and said quietly," So much i need to tell her." He looked down at her hoping she hadn't heard that. He grabbed her hand and lead her over to the couch. He sat down and waited utnill she did.

[↑ELISE↓]

Jane hadn't heard what he said. She had closed her eyes and rested there for few moments. But she was awakened, when Blake pulled her away from her peace. He seemed distressed, like he needed to say something important, but was hesitating. She was the same. Tonight, she decided, she would tell him her full story. It would be hard, lots of tears, but it would hopefully be worth. Jane sat down next to Blake and lifted her knees up to her chest. She smiled at him, smally, and waited for him to speak. It seemed like he had something to say.

[shadyrock]

"So...Life..." He started daring not to finish. But the haunting of his past reared its butt-ugly past. I bet Janes past was perfect. Mummy and Daddy sitting around the table smiling and talking about life. Blake never had that. All he had was misery. He looked back down at her and bit his lip. He closed his eyes and opened his mouth. He thought best to keep it shut. He slowly closed it and fakely smilied.

[↑ELISE↓]

Jane listened as Blake started, but he didn't say much. "Life what?" she asked briefly, leaning against the arm of the couch. She could tell he had something to say but was holding back. She hoped he wasn't breaking up with her or something like that. It could be possible, but Jane didn't think he would have the heart to do it in a place like this. Usually when people smiled at her, she smiled back, even when the smile was fake. Not this time. She looked at him and turned her head a bit, frowning. "What were you going to say?" she asked. Her voice sounded foreign to her.

[shadyrock]

Blake felt retarded. She seemed so perfect. Perfect skin perfect hair. He sighed and closed hsi eyes weakly. " Life...Sucks..." He cursed himself for saying that. he knew Jane wouldn't be happy. He didn't want to say that orignaly but it slipped out. He wanted to ill himself for saying that. He looked up at the ceiling. -She must think I am retarded- he thought quickly as if she could read his mind and tell him," No, I don't!" And give a bug fake smile. I mean Blake may be cute((*faints*)), but how could anyone love him. He was lazy, retarded, and hey...He had no familly backing him up.

[↑ELISE↓]

Jane nodded. Yeah, like she needed anyone to tell her the life sucked. She knew already from many experiences. But she didn't say anything to Blake. "Yeah. And? You have more to say. I know you do." she said, turning her head back to him. He was so cute. ((-faintstoo-)) Even when all beat up. She wanted to get her story out, but she wanted to hear his first. He would run away, just like all the others who didn't want to deal with her and her messed up self.

[shadyrock]

Blake leaned back and smilied slightly at Jane and said," Nothing. That was it. I mean...I could say more if you would like..." He wasn't in the whole OMG I LOVE YOU! mood. He was more in the i like you but i want to sneer today mood. Random, i know. He cosed his eyes and put his arms behind his head and smilied more sadly. He opened an eyes to look over at the Jane but. She was just staring. Was he that ugly?

[↑ELISE↓]

Jane nodded slightly. "'Kay...You want to say more. I can tell." she said to Blake. She turned her gaze from Blake, not meeting his eyes. "I hate it when people won't just spit it out." she added. She didn't want it to sound hurtful, but it did a bit. She hugged her knees up against her chest and looked at Blake again. She wasn't going to just let this go. He obviously wanted to tell her something. He might as well just do it.

[shadyrock]

Blake closed his eyes and said," I am sorry..." He randomly got up and headed into the bathroom. He grabbed his guitar on the way there. He locked the door and sat on the shower ledge thinking. How should he say it? In song? Striagh out talking? Narf...he had a headach. He played a few notes enjoying the new guitar sound it made. He looked on the back. It had Blakey-Bear written on it. But at the bottom it had,'Jane<3Blake' in small letters. He smilied and played more.

[↑ELISE↓]

Jane sighed as he walked away. Was she that unbearable to be around? Gosh. She buried her face in her hands and let out a few sobs. Why did everything have to go so wrong? She was cursed. Being around her hurt everyone. She even wondered if anyone beside possibly Blake would even miss her if she took her life. Jane really hated herself right now. She looked up, her face full of wet tears, towards the bathroom.

[shadyrock]

Blake thought of what to do. He put his guitar strap over his shoulders and started to play the song he knew by heart. Being a new guitar it wasn't fully broken in. He strummed the intro with a few mistakes and walked out the door looking down hoping she wouldn't attack him or something.
"I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know" He stopped and looked up at Jane with sorry eyes. He closed them and sighed.

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

[↑ELISE↓]

Jane looked up and watched Blake play for her. She smiled faintly. It was a sad song. As if he thought that she hated him or something. It really wasn't his entire fault for all of her pain. She loved him, but it hurt. When Blake finished singing, Jane looked at him, then turned her head, looking to her knees. "Not everything can be said in a song." she stated, her voice still sounding foreign to her.

[shadyrock]

" I know..." He said setting the guitar on the bed besides him. He sat down next to the guitar and said,' That's why- why I think you'll be better off without me. I mean look how much pain i have brought to in like what...5 days? Probably less..." It was kinda true but it ripped him up to say that. He closed his eyes and layed back wishing he could just randomly disapear. He opened one eyes to look at Jane.

[↑ELISE↓]

Jane listened to his words, then put her head into her knees once more and sobbed. She shook her head and said in the middle of her sob, "Noo..." It hurt her so bad. Why did it always end up like this? She looked up at Blake through her wet eyes and then closed them, letting tears run down her face. "Please. It's not you who makes my life miserable, it's me. You don't deserve me at all. If you knew why, you'd be gone." she said, crying. Nearly hysterical.

[shadyrock]

Blake let out a small and quiet laugh. "It can't be that bad..." He sat up hitting hishand on his guitar. He looked at it it was turning red. He closed his eyes and said quietly,"Frick." It will probably get infected and he would have to rushed to the hospital with his luck. He looked at Jane and said," Look what me and my freak-show family has done to you? I sorta understand that you musta had a bad past but look at your pretty- i mean face now? You- should probably agree i made your life about as bad as it was." He wanted to cry. But didn't showing he was the man and didn't cry easily. Ok, he did cry but still, he wasn't crying now.