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Post by ↑ELISE↓ on Feb 4, 2007 17:52:07 GMT -5
Jane ran to the park with the only thing left in her life. Her beloved guitar. Not that it mattered anymore. Music too, for once made her depressed. It reminded her of Blake. The blonde eighteen year old sat underneath a tree, guitar beside her, crying a bit. She reached over for it and strummed the strings, producing a soft sound.
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Post by shadyrock on Feb 4, 2007 18:05:33 GMT -5
Blake sat at the edge of the park softly playing his guitar. Singing a sad song he just randomly made up." She took my feeling as she ran out of my door, now I have rotted to my core." He layed his case open for spare change to be placed in by passer-byers.
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Post by ↑ELISE↓ on Feb 4, 2007 18:11:44 GMT -5
Jane strummed more strings, humming a sad tune. She felt like singing, but couldn't find the right song. She closed her eyes and played a song called You Say.
"I've been calling and calling for you
But you answer and I shut my mouth
I've been searching and for you, but myself I don't want to be found
You say I am
You say let go
You say belive
But it's not that easy for me
You say wait
You say right now
Don't you see your already one foot on the ground
You say" she sang. It wasn't necessarily the right song, but it felt like it.
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Post by shadyrock on Feb 4, 2007 18:20:18 GMT -5
Blake thought of a song Arya made up and sang when there grandpa died. But he felt that it fit this situation."
Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh
Na na na na na na na
I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't
Oooooh
I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh
I had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by
Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere your not coming back
The day you slipped away
Was the day i found it won't be the same noo..
The day you slipped away
Was the day that i found it won't be the same oooh...
Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you" He stopped and closed his eyes he scrated his head and wondered what she was thinking at this second know. Probably something like,-I hate him- Or- he made my life i horrid i can't believe it-.
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Post by ↑ELISE↓ on Feb 4, 2007 18:25:10 GMT -5
"I've been wicked and wild and wrong and I've wondered the price od my shame.
I've been hiding my face for so long it's a wonder that you know my name.
You say come home
You say I'm here
You say there's some things you just can't control.
You say let me
You say belive
Why do you search for the answers you already know?
You say
I am the way
and the light and the truth
Don't be mislead by the flight of your youth.
Have faith in the things you can't see to belive.
what if you had faith in me?
You say rest here
This is your home.
Don't you see that you knew I was here all along?
You see." she finished singing in her beautiful voice. Her life was pretty much over now. Nothing good would happen and she knew it. He hated her guts for walking out. Now waht was there to live for? The song made it a bit better. But she still didn't know what to do. Jane thought, 'Maybe going back to Seattle would be good for me. God, I can't get him off of my mind.'
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Post by shadyrock on Feb 4, 2007 18:29:58 GMT -5
I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside; all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do, you do, if you knew
What would you do
All the pain I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable; come and take me away
I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don't think you'd understand
Cause no one understands
I'm going nowhere
I'm getting nowhere
Take me away
I'm going nowhere
Take me away
Break me away
Take me away" He wanted more than anything else is to get away, his life was coming to a lurched stop. What did he do? Or was it something so big that he was stupid enough to miss. He would die hated and sad... Or was that how everyone died...Oh, god he was starting to get a headache.
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Post by ↑ELISE↓ on Feb 4, 2007 18:40:35 GMT -5
And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
But I don't
When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...
I don't know how to feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day
It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
just do
Gimme a lil time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today...
I don't know how to feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day
And I know I'm not ready,
Maybe tomorrow
And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...
Tomorrow it may change" she sang. Tomorrow it wasn't gonna change. It was always gonna be the same. For the rest of her life. Forever. Jane looked down at the guitar and set it down next to her. It reminded her of too many things. She shut her eyes and tears came out. Bringing her knees up to her chest, she thought of how much Blake must be mad at her, and at how she wouldn't be going to the Banquet later. How saddening.
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Post by shadyrock on Feb 4, 2007 18:47:34 GMT -5
Blake threw his guitar toward the ceter of the park and ran. Who knew where he was running but no one care anymore.Arya's lyrics of a song glued into his mind,"
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life" He wanted someone to help him but who? Andrea hates him. Arya would probably kill some people in the process and Jane. Jane didn't car anymore.
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Post by ↑ELISE↓ on Feb 4, 2007 18:57:33 GMT -5
Jane looked up and saw Blake run past her. He was here, and she hadn't realized it. He didn't see her, nor did he care. Or so she thought. Ehh, this girl needed help, or she might do something drastic. The girl was on the brink of suicide nearly. No brother, no Blake, no family. What now? She was tired of the singing and the music. She put her head down and screamed as loud as she could.
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Post by shadyrock on Feb 4, 2007 19:02:13 GMT -5
(( time to add Erika! Ha! The heart Broken twins! Narf!))
Erika tears rushin down her cheeks followed the long and twisted path leading to a big tree where a thin and girl figure screamed. She smilied as she saw it was Jane. She walked over and said," Hey Jane..." She knew jane sisn't want to talk. Did Jane even know Erika? Well Erika knew Jane. Erika wipped away tears from her eyes and smilied weakly at Jane. A rain drop fell from the sky and landed on Erikas nose. Was this the worst day ever in everyone life?
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Post by ↑ELISE↓ on Feb 4, 2007 19:07:44 GMT -5
Jane looked up from her screaming and saw that one girl. She knew, oh whats her face? Ah yes, Erika. "Hi." she whispered loud enough for Erika to hear. She went from screaming to whispering. She felt horrid. Absolutely horrid. Erika looked sad too. Why, why did all the bad happen upon her? And obviosuly Erika.
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Post by shadyrock on Feb 4, 2007 19:15:00 GMT -5
"So... you have probably had a tough day...Ditto."She said as more tears fell from her eyes and mixed with the falling rain. She closed her eyes and wished she was somewhere with Jake. But she knew they could never be together again...*sigh*
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Post by ↑ELISE↓ on Feb 4, 2007 19:17:04 GMT -5
"Yeah. I want to die." she said quietly, but raising her tone. She hated herself and Andrea, but somehow couldn't hate Blake. Her life felt like a living He**. It began to rain and she cried more.
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Post by shadyrock on Feb 4, 2007 19:24:07 GMT -5
Erika wanted to do something and said," I feel like that everyday... All because of him..." She flt more tears rush into her eyes. She knew it wasn't his fault it was more like her's/ She just wanted to die, like Jane said.
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Post by ↑ELISE↓ on Feb 4, 2007 19:29:52 GMT -5
"It's about Blake. I'm sorry. You should ask him if you wanna know. Because I'm not gonna tell you." she said. "I need to die. Like soon. But I can't. Oh, I want to see him, hear his voice. Sh**." she said, nearly ranting. She would be mental. Not a surprise though.
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