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Post by nikadawson on Nov 18, 2006 0:10:17 GMT -5
Nika was panicking and Matt was rubbing her back soothingly. "Why the hell did I say that, I'll never drink again. Now Gabby and Nat are going to hate me, like everyone else. They're going to thing I'm some psycho freak that gets violent everytime she gets pissed off. I don't. Nessi pissed me off with her remark about her only being with Matt for sex and calling him a whore. And to top that off, I was already upset that day because it was the second aniversery of Hannah's death. I'm really not that violent." Nika was panicking so much that she didn't even notice she was saying her thoughts out loud.
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Post by Gaby.Lily.Kaci.Eva.Cam♥ on Nov 18, 2006 0:14:42 GMT -5
Gaby smucked her lips and attempted to keep a straight face while she listened to Nika think out loud. "So..your not violent all the time?" she asked with little hesitation, wanting to get herslef straight with Nika. Now she felt guilty that she judged Nikas violence without knowing further facts.
Lillian smiled as Nika thought out loud, she didnt respond like Gaby. Instead, she twirled one of her curls around her finger and said "Who else likes Christmas?", attempting to change the subject back to Christmas again(her all time favorite subject).
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Post by nathaliewarner on Nov 18, 2006 0:14:59 GMT -5
"Yea the holidays have a way of makin you think things are ok for a little bit....it is a good break to have"nat said...."This year it will be even better because i have Rob".....Rob smiled and loved Nat's sweet talk
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Post by nikadawson on Nov 18, 2006 0:18:12 GMT -5
Matt took the strawberry daquiri out of Nika's hand when she looked up startled at Gabby's question, "No, I'm really not, I don't know why I even said all that. Liquer is evil, I'm never going near it again. Matt, calm me down, I think I'm hyperventilating." Matt rubbed her shoulders whispering in her ear, "It's okay, no matter what happens I still love you," kissing her ear lobe. Nika registered Lillians question and said, "I like Christmas," trying not to think about her past, of Hannah, or even her sister Nessi. She just wanted this night to be over with so she could curl up in a ball and hide. She didn't know that her fear was showing on her face.
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Post by Gaby.Lily.Kaci.Eva.Cam♥ on Nov 18, 2006 0:18:22 GMT -5
Nathalies comment ruined Lillians happy moment of holiday cheer. "Thanks" she simply said to Nat, disappointed. 'She just HAD to bring up the relationship status' she thought to herself, realizing that she was still single. 'I HAVE to find someone for the holidays, my biological clock is ticking' she continued, hiding her thoughts behind an annoyed smile. Gaby turned to Nika, "Do you like the holiday season?" she asked the two of them. "Thought so, I dont really know anyone who doesnt." she replied to Nikas reply. Gaby liked the holiday season too, she was big on Christmas, just like Lillian was. Maybe even more so.
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Post by nathaliewarner on Nov 18, 2006 0:22:37 GMT -5
"sorry if i affended you Lilly...u know i would never do that on purpose"nathalie felt horrible and a little uncomfterable at the moment, so she had rob to go dance alittle more with her to get away from the tense conversating going on.
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Post by nikadawson on Nov 18, 2006 0:25:27 GMT -5
Nika just knew that she had fucked up that friendship that was between her and Gabby and Nat. Nobody liked someone who had been a jail bird. She turned to Matt not knowing that everyone could hear her, "Maybe we should got home, I don't think I'm going to be welcome."
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Post by Gaby.Lily.Kaci.Eva.Cam♥ on Nov 18, 2006 0:27:05 GMT -5
"Yeah, whatever" Lillian replied to Natalie as she made her way over to the bar to get another Pina Colada. They were delicious. Once she was handed her drink she made her way, through the crowd, back to the table.
Gabriella sipped her martinin and watched Nat and Robert dance, wanting to get back on the dance floor as well."Nika, its no big deal. Please dont leave...we dont hate you" she explained,. Then, She put her glass down on the table and went out to join Nat. "Mind if I cut in?" she kidded, dancing by Nat and Robert freely. "Nika, Matt..join us?" she called to them.
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Post by nikadawson on Nov 18, 2006 0:32:09 GMT -5
Nika was relieved when Gabby said that and Matt smiled, "See, they're fine. It might take a little getting use to, but they don't know everything that happened in your life like I do. So lets forget about this for now, and go dance." Nika smiled a little shakily and turned to Gabby, "Thanks," she said hoping to convey her gratitude that Gabby was still talking to her. Matt grabbed her hand and pulled her out to the floor.
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Post by nathaliewarner on Nov 18, 2006 0:33:18 GMT -5
"Between you and me Rob...i really don't like lillian at all....she is very rude to me all the time"....She saw that Nika was feelin a little bad or a lot bad. "wait a sec I will be right back" she told Rob"...so she walked over to Nika...."Hey you know i still think ur cool...whats past is past and if you were ever to fall back into that again i will be there for you" Nathalie gave Nika a big hug and went back to see Rob
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Post by nikadawson on Nov 18, 2006 0:36:37 GMT -5
Gabby hugged Nat back in relief after Nat told her that. She could here Matt chuckling at Nat's comment about Lillian, she knew his feelings on the brunette girl. She and Matt went over to Nat and Rob, "I don't really like Lillian but we should give her a chance. I mean, she is Gabby's best friend, and I think she might be jealous of us you know. Maybe in time she'll get better."
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Post by Gaby.Lily.Kaci.Eva.Cam♥ on Nov 18, 2006 0:37:54 GMT -5
Gaby was glad to see Nika was getting back to her regular self, and she was glad that she and Matt came back onto the dance floor. "That was nice" she whispered to Nathalie after Nat hugged Nika. Nathalie was so nice, and she had this nonstop positive vibe about her. It was soothing and a mood turner. She found it hard to stay upset when Nat was around, she made everyone happy. Gaby loved that about her. And Nika was there, already putting them through some tests, but they come out stronger. Nika had a very wise vibe about her, Gaby knew Nika could solve almost any problem. Lillian moved away from Gaby and the gang and randomly grinded with a group of guys. The guys were around her, and she was in the middle. This time she grabed their asses and made out with a few them, being the big flirt she was. Now she was having some fun.
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Post by nathaliewarner on Nov 18, 2006 0:42:16 GMT -5
Yea, better i hope....Nat laughed but thought that she should give lillian a chance...she went back to dance. This time it was a slower dance which was a good thing since nat and rob were getting exhausted.
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Post by Gaby.Lily.Kaci.Eva.Cam♥ on Nov 18, 2006 0:46:39 GMT -5
Just as Gaby truely began enjoying herself, a slow song came on. Again she felt out of place. She casually made her way back to the table, wishing now more than ever that Justin would somehow walk through the club doors and sweep her off her feet. Fat chance. She sighed, siping her almost empty martini glass.
Lillian decided to slow dance with one of the guys she made out with since he was a good kisser. She grabbed his butt as he got close to her, gently running his hands through her hair as he lightly kissed her lips, moving down to her neck. He sucked on her neck and she moaned softly. It felt good. She gently ran her fingers down to his pants. When her arm reached his pants he lifted her hand, placing it on his legs as he whispered softly in her ear.
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Post by nikadawson on Nov 18, 2006 0:48:56 GMT -5
A slow dance was coming on and Matt wrapped his arms around Nika waist, as she buried her face in his neck swaying to the soft music.
"See luv, not all people are like those wankers in New York that shun everyone, though everyone knows they've done the exact same shit and for far less of a good reason than you did. They did it cause they wanted to be cool. You didn't, and you regreted it afterwards. You even got a job and paid for the damage done, not many people would do that without having a court order. You're the most remarkable woman I have ever known." Nika knew she had tears in her eyes at the end of Matt's speech but she didn't care, she loved this man so much. She stood on his tip toes and kissed him.
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