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Post by Gaby.Lily.Kaci.Eva.Cam♥ on May 21, 2007 13:32:13 GMT -5
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Post by shadyrock on May 27, 2007 15:13:04 GMT -5
Erika finally opened her eyes when the doctor excalimed," YOUR DONE!" She took a big breath and sighed. The two squealing babies lay together on a table where they were cleaned and taken care of. Erika peered over there but saw only pink blobs.
A while later the blonde nurse walked over and asked," Do you want to see your babies?" Erika noded to tired to speak. The nurse grabbed the girl and gently gave her to Erika. The baby was sound asleep its small chest rising and collapsing. Erika eyes filled with tears as she muttered," She has his nose..." Erika kissed her nose and said," Brooklyn Taylor Christensen."
As the nurse brought the other sleeping baby over to her the babies eyes slowly opened. As erika took him, he looked up he made a gurgling nose before reaching out. " You have your daddies eyes..." She said still crying. But this time these were tears of joy, not fear, anger, or sadness." Blake Nicholas Christensen." This was the only time in a while has she been happy and relived.
A nurse went out to gaby and said," Erika would like to see you now..."
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Post by Gaby.Lily.Kaci.Eva.Cam♥ on May 28, 2007 16:44:34 GMT -5
A sigh of relief seeped through Gabriella's lips as she heard that Erika still wanted to see her. "How is she?" she asked the nurse. The nurse smiled and let her know that everyone was doing just fine. Gabriella smiled and entered Erika's room, not bothering to knock. "Erika?" she asked softly as her eyes immediatly looked at the two babies. She walked closer, quiet with every step. She was so in awe that she didn't even mind the odd smell of blood that consumed the air. "Their beautiful." she told Erika with a coy smile.
Even though she was happy that Erika and her babies were okay, she was still saddened greatly at the thought of her messed up relationship with Justin. 'He stormed out of here pretty quick, and that e-mail of his scares me, maybe I should go after him?' she thought to herself. "You haven't heard from Justin have you?" she asked Erika with sad eyes. "I think I've upset him beyond repair and I think he did the same to me Erika. I just don't know what to do." she explained softly, not wanting the nosy nurse to overhear her conversation.
She could tell the nurse was nosy because the nurse kept looking over at them and looking away when Gaby looked back.
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Post by shadyrock on May 29, 2007 19:46:48 GMT -5
Erika couldn't believe that the early babies could of survived the birth. Let alone she survived. Gaby looked sorrowful as she asked Erika where Justin was. Erika shrugged but answered," I can see if he left a message on my phone."
Having her hands full she asked that the nurse but the two babies down in their beds for the night. The nurse swiftly moved out of the room a baby on each arm. Erika grabbed her cell phone on the side table. Sure enough she had a voice mail on her cell from 2 minutes ago. She listened to Justin's sad voice yelling into his phone," Erika, I am sorry for all the da** pain i gave you and the stress i made you have so i am killing myself in 2 minutes outside the hospital, you can try to stop me but you'll be too late. I hope you have a good life. I know i am not i am going to he**."
Erika dropped her cell phone letting it drop to the cold floor. She but her lip and tears flowed from her eyes. " He's, killing himself..." She said shaking her head slowly.
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Post by Gaby.Lily.Kaci.Eva.Cam♥ on May 30, 2007 20:00:55 GMT -5
Gaby didn't mean for Erika to put her babies down for the night. "Really Erika, you didn't have to do that darling." she replied with sorrowful eyes. Here Erika was, trying to enjoy holding her newborn babies when all of a sudden Gaby had to come in from nowhere and spoil the moment by asking about Justin. "Your twins are adorable, you'll make a great mother and Justin and I can help you in anyway we can." she assured her with a sincere smile.
That smile quickly faded when she processed what Erika had just said about Justin. "He's what?!" she replied frantically, with panick in her voice. "Are you sure you heard him right? Can I listen? Wait, then it'll be too late. TWO MINUTES?!!!" she gasped at the end of her rambling, trying not to have a heart attack. "I HAVE TO STOP HIM, DON'T TRY TO STOP ME!" she announced as she ran out of the room.
As she ran down the hall she knocked over a few doctors and even a man in a wheel chair, which she felt bad for but couldn't stop since her fiancee was about to commit suicide. She ran down the stairs, not even bothering to wait for the elevator. Down the flights of stairs she rushed, scraping her knee at the bottom of the last one. She didn't feel the pain because her emotional pain and adrenaline blocked it out. She was slightly relieved when she exited the hospital, although she didn't stop from running. Her eyes frantically searched the grounds for Justin and found him after seconds of being outside. It was raining, so it was hard to see what he was doing. All she could see was that he was standing by a tree and he was holding something dark and long in his hands. "JUSTIN!!!!" she yelled as she ran through the rain, nearer to him. "DONT DO IT!!!" she begged with tears streaming down her face. "I STILL LOVE YOU, ERIKA STILL NEEDS YOU AND NOW YOUR AN UNCLE TO TWO HEALTHY BABIES AND ALMOST A FATHER TO ONE, PLUS MY TWINS!!!" she told him, hoping that the part about her still loving him would make him realize he still had a lot to live for.
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Post by shadyrock on Jun 1, 2007 11:38:23 GMT -5
Gaby didn't mean for Erika to put her babies down for the night. "Really Erika, you didn't have to do that darling." she replied with sorrowful eyes. Here Erika was, trying to enjoy holding her newborn babies when all of a sudden Gaby had to
Erika didn't know what to say the only man in her life was about to commit suicide. She paniced and fainted. Her thoughts raced about what was happening now. Did he do it? Did Gaby stop him? She felt sick and faint.All Erika heard was running out of the room screaming. Probably form Gaby. Oh she hoped for the best but bad thoughs sorounded her mind making it numb.
Justin was attaching the tie to the tree but it was quite diffacult because it was raining. Finally he got it in fomation. He was about to put it around his neck when he heard a formilar vioce. Gaby. He dropped it and turned around. " YOU WOULD BETTER OFF WITH SOMEONE WHO IS BETTER AT LIFE LIKE WHIT!!!!! YOU DON"T CARE ANYMORE TRUST ME!!!" He yelled back then turning back to his tree.
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Post by Gaby.Lily.Kaci.Eva.Cam♥ on Jun 2, 2007 23:20:15 GMT -5
Gaby's eyes filled with tears although you couldn't tell because of the heavy downpour happening. "That's not true Justin. I don't love Whit...he's just a friend whose been there lately, but I don't love him Justin. I love you! I'll always love you and I've always loved you. There's nobody else in the entire world whose out there waiting for me. My soul mate is standig right in front of me trying to get away from me but it's not that easy. Justin, you love me, were enagaged, and we have a baby on the way. Plus your a new uncle to two beautiful babies who I just met. Please don't do this, you have too much to live for." she replied, all in one breath. Now she was gasping for air.
"Justin, baby, we all make mistakes. Suicide is never the answer. Your leaving way too much behind, don't you care about me anymore? Leaving me would end my life as well...please don't." With that said she was silent, awaiting his next move, praying that he would come back to her and not hang himself.
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Post by shadyrock on Jun 3, 2007 18:26:22 GMT -5
Justin looked down feeling guilty and selfish. He made poor Gabriella come here just cause he wanted things his way. He couldn't do it anymore. He dropped the rope and sighed. He turned around to Gaby and quietly but loud enough to hear answered," I love you too and I'm sorry... And I mean it with all my heart."
Justin walked slowly over to Gaby and gave her a hug. He kissed her cheek and said," I and sorry for my behavior." Tears ran down his cheeks but it wasn't noticable for the pouring rain was too hard." and yes I do care...".
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Post by Gaby.Lily.Kaci.Eva.Cam♥ on Jun 4, 2007 17:36:23 GMT -5
Gabriella was confused yet happy. Typically when people reach their suicidal point they do not give in to backing out so easily. She stayed silent as he hugged her, wondering if he even WAS suicidal to start with or if it was just a desperate cry for attention and forgiveness, because that would fit Justin's personality. "So what now? Because I hope you don't just think that I am going to take this matter lightly and pretend like it never happened. Justin, suicidal is a huge matter and now I feel like I can't trust you because whose to say that you won't attempt to kill yourself again? I mean were going to have a lot of more downs and I just am not sure if you'll ever be urged into this again." she replied, tears forming with her words. She was happy that he backed down, but it was also his easy give in that worried her.
"Justin, you know I love you but I can't marry you if you don't get the help you need. I think...no...I'm positive that you need to get help...that you should visit the mental hospital and fix this. Justin when I thought you were actually going to commit suicide I was so angry at you. I felt like you were giving up and guilt tripping me, and most impotant leaving me to raise three children and be an almost widow. You have no clue how mad and upset I was and still AM at you." she continued, hoping that her words of no support wouldn't urge him into 'leaving' again.
" First I never got to see you, then Erika became your whole world, and now this? I just don't know how much more of this I can take." she finished with tears now streaming down her cheeks, pouring out of her eyes. What's a girl to do?
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Post by shadyrock on Jun 5, 2007 15:56:32 GMT -5
"Well Gaby I am not going to fight you anymore." Justin sighed knowing it was over between them. "Just say I can't get married to you, and" He couldn't continue without tear streaming down his face but still you couldn't really tell."whatever." He said turning around heading towards his car.
Wondering Gabys next move ahe continued down the sidewalk path looking along the rows looking for his car.His shoes were filled up with water. It was very uncomfortable. Justin felt wasted and sick.
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Post by Gaby.Lily.Kaci.Eva.Cam♥ on Jun 5, 2007 18:40:01 GMT -5
Gaby was so mad she could have slapped him. "So that's it? Your dumping me after all you put me through? You have some nerve. I didn't say I 'wouldn't' marry you, I said I 'couldn't' marry you if you didn't get the help you desperatly need in the mental ward. But forget it, if you want it to end than congratulations...IT'S OVER!" she screamed before running down the opposite side of the street. "I HOPE YOUR HAPPY YOU JERK!" were her last words before she disappeared into the rain.
As she ran down the street she wondered if he'd come after her this time. If he did than her willingness to make-up would exist, but if not than it would really be over. Her stomach hurt and a migraine was creeping up on her. Her whole world was falling apart. She really would be a single mother of three and it looked like Justin had the ability to abandon her. I suppose love can't conquer all.
Although she didn't like it, nor would she admit it, her mind secretly kept thinking about what would happen if Gaby's outbreak and break-up would drive him back to suicide. What then?
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Post by shadyrock on Jun 5, 2007 19:17:20 GMT -5
Justin listened to the outburst from Gaby. He knew what to do to make things right. He got in his car and drove home.
Erika finaly came back to conciousness. She sat up and looked around. What happend? "Where's Gaby?" She asked herself quietly. The nurse sat up and said," The brown haired girl. She ran here when you were unconcious." Erika gasped," Oh No. Justin!" She pulled back the covers. The nurse ran to her and said," You have to stay here the night." Erika rolled her eyes and prayed to god that Gaby had her cell phone. She dialed Gaby's number quickly and held her phone to her ear. It rang." Please answer..." Erika prayed.
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Post by Gaby.Lily.Kaci.Eva.Cam♥ on Jun 6, 2007 19:07:19 GMT -5
He didn't come after her. Gaby couldn't believe it. After all that, he up and left her in the rain.
She collapsed onto the ground in tears as her clothes began sticking to her skin from all the rain. Her cell phone suddenly vibrated and she ignored it for a few rings. Then she thought that it might be Justin so she answered it without looking at the caller ID. Over the trenchal downpour she answered it, "Hello?" As she waited for the other line's answer she couldn't help but feel guilty again for almost ending Justin's life. And now this? He disappeared and only God knows where he's driving to.
Is he going to purposly crash the car so he could commit suicide. Would he attempt that again? After everything that happened?
(Sorry it's short, couldn't think of much to reply to from your last post)
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Post by shadyrock on Jun 9, 2007 10:51:54 GMT -5
( Sorry about my short post! My head is out of good ideas...)
Erika almost screamed when she heard Gabys voice on the other line." Gaby your ok!" She replied,"what happend? Where's Justin? Is he ok?" She question Gaby. Her heart raced, she didn['t know what to think. Had Justin gone through with the suicide? Had Gaby stopped him and everything was fine? Erika shifted pisition in her small bed and hoped for the best.
Meanwhile Justin drove slowly thinking on what to do. Should he kill himself? Should he ask for one last try?He finally decided to ask gaby to meet him somewhere to talk about it. He took out his cell and quickly dialed Gaby's number hopeing she would pick up.
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Post by Gaby.Lily.Kaci.Eva.Cam♥ on Jun 9, 2007 21:16:51 GMT -5
Gaby was also glad to hear someone happy to hear her on the other line. "I stopped him from hanging himself but then we fought and he drove off. I don't know where he is. I'm down the street heading home right now in the storm. How are the twins?" she responded as she shielded the phone from the rain under her shirt. Just then her phone began to beep and an un-recognizable number appeared on the caller-ID. "Maybe it's Justin." she told Erika after explaining that her phone was beeping. She put Erika on hold and answered the other line. "Hello?" she asked the other line.
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